Unwilling



Feeling hurt, pained. The inability to articulate what you feel, to who you feel, when you feel. Unwilling to share

Sometimes you're the refuge I seek, other times you're not.

I know you don't know but sometimes I wish you do.

I've said a lot all to myself but cannot seem to utter one to you. In the process of trying to gather my thoughts and say them logically, I recoil so much so that all I feel is numbness.

My chest is heavy from the load that burdens it and my head hurts from all the thoughts

My eyes burn from all the tears held back and shed.

All over one thing. This one thing that has opened the gates of flooded pains.

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